Sunday, 16 September 2012

I need to study.


I think I probably possess all the qualities that would result in a complete disaster for myself.

I have tons of things to do, yet I'm incredibly slow and easily distracted. I do not understand concepts fast enough and that's putting my decent memory abilities to waste.

In short, lazy + stupid = imminent calamity!

Somehow the more I know I ought to work towards something, the less I try to work towards it. Maybe I'm not into challenges.

Maybe I have this rebellious gene encoded somewhere, and I detest conformity in spite of not being able to resist or break free from it.

Or maybe I am just trying to downplay everything knowing that they would eventually be nothingness some day. Afterall, gain is always the variable and loss is always the constant.

Okay, this whole entry is an irony.