A confused Siewli is a vexed Siewli.
I hate the unknown. Especially without anticipation.
I hate not knowing what I'm supposed to know.
I hate not knowing what I don't know even more.
I want to be in control of things, I want to learn how to manage things.
But sometimes, some things are just beyond control.
Sometimes it's my problem, sometimes it isn't.
Sometimes it's simple, sometimes it isn't.
And I know I can't always find people patient enough for me to pester, to spoonfeed me with answers.
Disorganised. Perhaps that's the cause.