离开是解脱，还是视而不见？
封闭就能不在意？
还是...... 逃避？
我不要。我不懂。我不会。我不想。
End of 5-day kindergarten holiday camp at ___.
End of the long and tiring two weeks, hopefully.
End of my days as an assistant instructor.
This camp has been a great-but-not-good experience.
Due to many reasons.
Mostly that of conscience I guess.
Like I said, I’ve got nothing much to lose.
Hence that might be probably why I’m able to get a full view of things.
And sometimes, the more you know the more uneasy and disturbed you get.
To the extent of losing faith and escaping.
很多人只在意表面，而忽略了过程。
甚至将其变成理所当然。
过程的辛劳，他们看不到也感受不到。
好便高兴，不好便包庇。
需要实在的责任时，便推卸。
然后再说，为了声誉形象。
有些人害怕责任，害怕麻烦。
自以为闯了祸，就疑心病大发自顾自的心虚，
却深知一切迟早会东窗事发。
自觉误会了他人，再来做些事情收买人心。
却换来了无动于衷。
于事无补。
给的理由、挽救的举动，
背后的动机都过于明显。
I don’t mind hiding someplace and turn mouldy.
Just get me out of this, even though I wouldn’t have mind to carry on.
But it’s just far too tiring too taxing, mentally.